All this stuff i do
just to find comfort and peace
but everytime i do it again
i only need more help and comfort
i end up hurting those who love me
i see it in their eyes
when they find out about the night before
why cant i stop
what do i need to get help
i need to change
but how
how do i take that step
i might miss the rock in the river and drown
how do i know i just wont sink in the water?
