Remote Control!!!

I stepped on many sharp thorns,but it never really pained,
they all seemed like roses to me,as long as you remained,
nothing hurts me ever since to you my heart was handed,
now i don't even know where the broken pieces have landed.

You always told me everything in this world is played fair,
but in this game of love,i feel like seated on a wheel chair,
crippled and paralyzed,i can feel the tears that my heart cry,
every beat says to me,lets leave this world forever and die.

U made me to smile at my tears,saying they were not mine,
now they seem to be only my friend standing across this line,
birds still sing,the horizon still looks beautiful as ever,
will i be the same person i once was,i don't think so-never.

In your presence,tomorrow always seemed to be in my fist,
now everyday i live,as if in this world i don't even exist,
dancing to the tunes of the wind,my life is still going on,
with only tears left,i wonder where have the happy days gone.

Failures are the ladder to success,thats what many believe,
so i stepped on the ladder,but still nothing i could achieve,
Where ever i turned,Ur face would zoom past my teary eyes,
with a thud i fall back onto the ground,and never again rise.

I can't say i lost u,because it was you who choose to go away,
but you still live in these broken pieces like a bright ray,
something that brightens my heart but darkens my inner soul,
i feel like a robot controlled by you with a "Remote Control".