Letters

When I found your letters today...
I read every one
How much of an idiot I was,
To ever let you go.
I look at you picture,
And read a little more....
How much should I hurt myself?
How much should I die?
Of how much I betrayed you...
How much I was wrong.
Wearing the necklace you bought me.
The smile I used 2 have.
When that necklace broke,
And the beads spread across the ground.
It will never be whole again.
But I fixed it.
It is together...
When I betrayed you,
I was dumb...
I'd rather have been hit.
Then suffer the pain it brought.
You were sad...
You were dying...
and I turned my back...
I hurt you again...
And now I regret,
I regret everything.
All the stuff we got up to...
I loved every second,
I know you did too.
After I left you...
I could not stand the pain.
Those 7 words haunt my mind...
my dreams....
"forever and a day that never ends"
9,
"These lines of lightning mean we are never alone"
5,
"I love you so much"
3....
"Accidentally in love"
I love you... and always will... this poem is not the best, but it shows my feelings....
even if you never read this... I will still love you!!
Who-ever I'm with... wheat ever I do... I will always love you and have a place in my heart for you!
And I'll always be waiting...
I'm sorry I hurt you...
and I'm happy you're happy again...