Waived Legacy

She heard me
And covered her ears
I searched for her
Everytime my eyes
Mourn
She vanishes.

Why do you not
Allow me to seek you?

She unhold me
Upon my days
Where I needed her hands
It was when everyone
Was against me.
Where I pauper
For your shield.

She screams.
Laughs.
She cant feel my pain,
You were suppose to be
With me
Here I am,
Away from you.

She conceived me
Gave me a breath
Of life
I yearn
For a mother
And not by the
Ghost of you.