Almost lost you

My biggest fear has come to be
11-29-05 you broke up with me
My heart stopped, I almost fell over
When you screamed them words ITS OVER
I did't know what to do
I ran after you
I grabbed you so you would leave
But you still tried to get away from me
All the words I had to say wouldn't come out
After a minuet you started to shout
Then I broke down and started to cry, ppl tried to pull me away
Then you pulled me in your arms and said its OK
I cried in your arms telling you I cant let you go
Then they pulled me away asking what happened but I did't know
I cried for hours remembering you
So many thoughts ran through my head...what should I do
Then in school you told me it wast over and your sorry
But in my mind you still did't love me
I thought you broke up with me for good later that night
I gave up i wast going to fight
later I broke my promise to you
As I was hanging,I couldn't go through
I pulled myself up remembering what I said
I was going to fight if I ever lost you, but how could I fight if I was dead
Then some one told me that you still want me
And I was as happy as can be
But deep in my heart and far in my mind
I still think ALL of your love I will never find

William I love you so much please did't ever do that to me again stop f-in believing every thing ppl say BELIEVE NONE OF WHAT YOU HEAR AND HALF OF WHAT YOU SEE
And most of all believe me who ever reads this PLEASE~RATE~AND~COMMENT it would mean so much to me