Thoughts rushing through my mind,
As I do the everyday things,
But feeling so distant from everything, everyone,
Its like I'm not all there.
Not knowing who to run to,
Trying to sort it out on my own,
Stand on my own two feet and staying strong.
Faking my smiles, pretending everything is all OK,
fighting back my tears and my screams,
Everything will be alright soon.
I don't understand why things are going wrong,
And as I attempt to fix it,
It seems to be crumbling before my eyes, in my hands.
The one person I want to turn to,
Seems like they barely care,
They don't understand.
The other person I'd cry to,
They say they care, they make out they understand,
But theres this distance between us,
Which seems to be growing ever so slightly each day.
Its like the world is in a constant spin,
As I try to keep everything together,
I seem to be spinning in circles too.
