Now...

*After trying to think of something forever, I have finally written a new poem... I've never had this much trouble writing a poem...*

I used to hate, hate myself,
hate myself and everyone else,
but now I'm fine, now it's great,
nothing better than this fate,
now it's good, now I know,
that I'll never let you go,
now I feel, like I can,
like I can be a man,
now I feel so alive,
now I want to survive,
now it feels like it's real,
now I know that I can heal,
now I smile, now I grin,
now I fight away my sin,
now I want, want to live,
now I want, I want to give,
give it all, all to you,
that's the thing I want to do,
now I see, see myself,
see myself with someone else,
now I have, I have someone,
no longer do I need that gun,
now I am, I am so glad,
even with all the bad,
bad things that I went through,
'cause now I am here with you...