December's Reminders

by Becky   Dec 1, 2005


Today is December first
it should be a month of smiles and joy
well, my forecast shows
a month of tears and pain

December only reminds me of them
the ones who broke my heart
the ones who got away
the ones who stole my sense of security

December doesn't bring me warmth
a snuggle with that special someone
a cup of hot cocoa by the fire
a neatly wrapped gift, from him

December only brings
a bone chilling longing
a cold space around me, where you should be
a cold stare, from the ones who dislike

I don't like December
for it only reminds me of you
reminds me of my wrongs
all the many tears I have shed
reminds me of how weak I am
all the cuts and scars i have made
reminds me of the things you used to say
all of the sweet, but bitter memories

please comment and vote, i will return the favor , i usually try to read more than one poem, thanks bunches *~*Becky*~*

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  • 18 years ago

    by xEmmax

    Hey, another fab poem. im so sorry that u were hurt, and u have bad memories from this. great writing though, keep it up,
    luv xxemxxx

  • 18 years ago

    by Traci

    Hey good poem December is a really depressing month let me tell u.. i can kinda relate i just found out the guy i gave 5 yrs of my life to is moving to another state. it really hurts but one day i will be ok and so will you.
    Traci

  • 18 years ago

    by Once an Angel

    Hey hunny. This sounds so familiar it's not even funny. Several of my poems are about a boy I lost, and how I cut, and how it hurt me for him to go. He never said goodbye, he just left me. I wish I could give you a long hug and give you a shoulder to cry on. My heart goes out to you for knowing and trying to cope with such acid pain. Love you hunny. Hold on!

    -Mikochan

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