Dear Suicide Angel
I write for the last time
Because this time i will take it to the end
I have given up on the lies
And no longer shall i pretend
Its been a long time; Writing this
It all began when i was just a kid
And taking a knife to my wrist
Is something that i normally did
After a day at school; Alone id cry
In my room; Id turn to that knife
Slowly it came from depressing to death
And sat alone; Thinking how to end life
Write so many letters; Wait to die
But every time; I swear i see Gods hand
But its just the light of another day
And the brain of the dead; Is on demand
Id scream; Scream to the heavens above
' Why Do You Spare My Life Why
God himself never says a word; To soothe
please Suicide Angel Let Me Die
Weeping on the floor; Blood seeps out
' Is This What You Want; Suicide Angel?'
Closing my eyes; I see her light
' I Am Here Jess; No More I Tell
Weeping my heart out to her
I scream for freedom one last time
please Take Me Suicide Angel
This Soul is yours not mine
The blood falls from my wrist
Bleeding myself; Open and dry
My heart beating slower; My eyes close
And all the tears; Stop to cry
Whispering in my shallow breath; I smile
suicide Angel; Is it all over; Have you saved ME
Shes strokes my hair; And my eyes close; Darkness
Whispers in my ear ' I grant your wish; Jess you are Free
