He'll never find out

He'll never find out
what he meant to me
he'll never find out
what i hide under my sleeves

he'll never find out
how much i cry
he'll never find out
that i just want to die

he'll never find out
how he makes me feel
he'll never find out
if this is real

he'll never find out
how special he is
he'll never find out
my affections for him

he'll never find out
i love him so much
he'll never find out
the way i tremble at his touch

he'll never find out
what he means to me
he'll never find out
why i grieve

he'll never find out
what he means to me