When im around you

When I'm around you
i feel special inside
and when I'm not
i feel like i have died

when I'm around you
all i want to do is smile
and when I'm not
i just want to sit and cry for a while

when I'm around you
i can feel the air rushing to my lungs
and when I'm not
i cant breathe at all

when I'm around you
everything seems perfect
and when I'm not
i cant stop my stomach from churning

when I'm around you
i never want to leave you
and when I'm not
i want to fly into your arms

when I'm around you
i feel warm and happy
and when I'm not
i feel empty in my heart

when I'm around you
i want you to love me
and when I'm not
i cry because i know you will not