You

Every time i see you
i become so weak
but to know i can not have you
makes me not even want to speak

i hate how i feel about you
knowing you dont feel the same
it makes me want to cry
you put my love for you to shame

knowing i have no chance
to see you makes me want to cry
you make me so invisible
so i question myself and ask why

am i that bad of a person?
are we that good of friends?
am i that horrible looking?
no so please give me an answer

why can i not have you?
why do you not love me?
please give me a clue
please just tell me!

here i am i beg of you
give me one chance
let me show you i can love you
all i want is you to ask me to dance
to dance to that last dance

once that is done
i will leave you to peace
i promise this to you
as i wish you would promise me the sun

to me you will be nothing then a mere thought
to you i will be nothing then a souvenir
just a souvenir of a girl who loved you
but you would only consider queer
and now we will go our separate ways
and erase the existence of one another