Does he know

I wish he would talk to me
but all he does is look at me
i wish he would give ME
the attention he gives my friends
but he doesn't
is he trying to feed off my jealousy?
does he know what hes doing to me?
does he know that Ive wished and DREAMED
just for that one smile?
just for that TINY speck of attention?
does he know that when hes around
my heart STOPS?
and i cant BREATHE?
and i say every stupid thing i possibly can
just to seem WITTY?
does he know that sometimes
i wonder if i should be EASY?
that the reason i say "YES"
to his little question was because i would IMPRESS him?
does he know
that i would do
ANYTHING
just for the attention he gives my friends
when I'm around?
does he know?