Where were you?

Where were you when i needed you the most?
i was sittin there in pain while hovering near the coast
you where with them you always are you say you care but thats a lie
i dont kno what to do i think i wanna die
would you act like i was no one you knew?
its somthing i think you would do
i dont kno why you dont see me falling
when all you are doing is stalling
i wannt you back
but i kno it wont happen like a smack
where are you now? i see you have gone....