Wow this should be depression's anthem. it speaks the all-too-often unheard side of depression. very well done.

The flow was awesome hun. I just recently read a book a bout depression (to try and understand why people were treating me the way they were:'(]...and it said that from the outside..other people, see our actions, being depressed as selfish etc, like what you described in your poem. A way to prevent that, because it's hurtful to everyone, is via communication. anyway..
i hope you're bub, and know that even though u think that u are totally alone, other people, do feel..exactly the same.
Chin up hun
xoxoxo