You Don't Know What it's Like

by I.Dont.Own.Emotion.I.RENT.   Dec 2, 2005


You don't understand how i feel
and trust me, you never will
my life is so f u c ked up
to the point where i want to be killed

you don't know what its like
to cut up your wrists everyday
to be so addicted to the knife
cuz there is just no other way

you don't know what it's like
to where bracelets and sweatshirts galore
to cover up your crimson lines
and then just go home and cut some more

you don't know what its like
to have so much sadness inside
or to have your every thought
revolve around suicide

you don't know what its like
to have a smile that's completely fake
so no one will notice my depression
i have to watch every move i make

cuz if i f u c k something up
and everyone finds out my secrets
I'd kill myself in an instant
and have no horrible regrets

see you don't know what its like
to live my life that will never heal
so think about all these things
and you'll realize you really don't know how i feel.

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  • 19 years ago

    by Mona

    Hey sweety, what a sad poem. I feel that way aswel, actually.

    Understanding is a whole other thing that feeling it. I might understand, why and how. But I will never feel your pain, cry your tears, shed your blood. Might feel a part of the pain, or a lot of it, as I did reading this poem.

    GOd.. Why do I always start to ramble URGH... SOrry I just talk too much sometimes... Anyway.. I just wanted to say.. I like this poem. GOt me thinking you know. Which I love. I love poems that make me think. Very well done sweet.

    Keep it up hun! And take care sweety
    love you -xxx-

  • 19 years ago

    by Always Smiling

    Ok hun iv read all ur poems... and omg they are so good. i hope that ur ok, anytime u need to talk im here i promise... ur a great writer vent all of it through writing instead of making mistakes that later u and everyone u love r gunna regret... hope ur alright hun
    luv always smiling oxoxo

  • 19 years ago

    by TinyDancer46

    Ohhh hunni, I am so sorry... You are right, I don't know how you feel. But if you ever need someone to talk to about anything at all, I'm always here... I'm so sorry about all the pain you are going through. I hope that you're okay. Great poem though!!

  • 19 years ago

    by Torn

    Aw huni :'(...
    truth is i think you'll hate me for saying it, but people do. People who feel exactly the same as what you're expressing.
    Babe i don't know what to say, but i'm always here for u and i care soo much.
    love ya lots xoxoxo

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