I don't know what to do anymore.
I've finally reached the fork in the road.
And you're not here with me to decide.
I could end this all I know,
But I don't want to leave you.
Yet you seem to want to leave me.
You do leave me everyday.
Just waiting and wondering why.
Your excuses have faded
And the lies are worn out.
You've just given up on trying.
Given up on me, my biggest fear.
I don't know why you just walk away.
I never know what it is I do,
But it must be something horrid,
To make my heart ache the way it does.
I'm sorry for everything I've caused,
but now I'm trying and you're just lying.
