I love you, but you push me away.
I fight for you and you just walk away.
I tried so hard for you, but you gave up on me.. when I needed you most.
I love you but you seem to hate me.
Actions speak louder then words ever will.
The I love yous have become so hollow.
I feel the way I never wanted to feel.
So scared of you leaving me.
And that you are ashamed of my ever living being.
I fight for you but you just leave me standing alone.
I push for that little bit of conversation.
The little bit of hope that you will smile brightly.
And hopefully hold me tightly.
I tried so hard to make things right this time.
To make things like they used to be.
When you were happy with me.
Like you only wanted to be with me.
And you were always there for me.
How you knew what I was thinking.
But now it seems that you have given up on me.
I need you now more then ever.
I want you closer to me now.
And I want you to want to be closer.
I've been so complex with you.
But now I'm changing just for you.
You tried to change for me.
But I wasn't being there for you.
And now I am here for you.
But it seems like you aren't here for me.
I'm sorry about the way things have been.
Now all I'm focused on is now.
This is turning into a battle of hate and love.
I've learned that I need you more then I ever thought.
And that all the little things can go to hell.
I refuse to take advice from fools.
I've figured out that they are all just jealous and jaded.
I wont make a move until I hear it from you.
