What Have I Done?...i just care

by Torn   Dec 2, 2005


This is to someone who is so close to me. She'll never know just what her friendship means to me.
Jess..for you (it's not meant to be harsh..I'm just very confused):

What has happened to us?
I don't know how to explain.
What I'm feeling right now,
All the guilt and the shame.

But why am i feeling like this,
I've done nothing wrong.
I've only always been there for you,
And helped you to be strong.

But you have something against me,
And you're yelling at it loud and clear.
You seem to not give a s h i t,
Would it be better if i disappear?

I know how much he likes you,
It's plain for everyone to see.
But you're denying that,
Saying he's still interested in me.

Hun that is truly over,
We've been through this before.
Remember how i hated him,
How i called him such a bore?

You're right i needed answers,
Because he left so suddenly.
But that's all that it is,
Nothing more why can't you see?

I'm nothing to him,
He was always yours from the start.
He's hurt me too much,
Cut me deep into the heart.

So no i don't like him,
Not even as a friend.
Because he's made it clear,
That between us it's the end.

You know I'm fine with that,
I just want you to know.
That i just care about you,
My friendship i want to show.

God dammit Jess you're awesome,
I honestly love you as a friend.
The type of friends who care,
And will be there till the end.

Whatever is wrong,
Can you please tell me?
Because I'm wilting yet again,
I'm just not meant to be.

*jess i have no idea what's going on.
All i know, is that i love you, that i care about you, and i just want to talk to you.
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  • 18 years ago

    by LostSoul

    Argh, Blah, thats a very horrible situation.

    AND UGH, you writers anre your good poems. I will rpobably have an early retirement.

  • 18 years ago

    by Rhinehalt

    5/5 from me again. Trying to read all your poems.

    It sucks when a guy gets in the middle of a good friendship. Really, really sucks. >.

  • 18 years ago

    by Danielle Gagnon

    WOW. that was great! really truely that was a really good poem. i hope you get your friendship sorted out. but who cant when you write poems like that?

  • 18 years ago

    by Nahibi Maldonado

    Great poem! Well written.

  • 18 years ago

    by Paige aka Kayla

    Hey sweety! i know exactly how you must be feeling! i went through that same situation just 2 months ago! and my friend is still not talking to me! but i know for a fact that your friend will1 because it seems like that you's a terrific friends and that your relationship with eachother is meant to be! i think that because my friend still aint talking to me shows me that our friendship AINT meant to last! that kinda makes me sad! but i know that if i keep trying to talk to he things might turn out for the better!
    well gtg! LOVED your poem! keep it ^ and keep em coming!
    if you could please read and comment on some of my poems! it would mean alot to me! and id really appreciate it! thanx babe!
    Love paige (aka Kayla)
    xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

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