Now YOU Know

Everyday I cry
these crimson tears.
I can no longer face
all of my fears.

I don't have the faith
to believe in life.
When all I've felt
is nothing but strife.

I can no longer
keep this smile on my face.
Cause I'm so tired
of being so fake.

I'm always sad
I always cry.
Sometimes I just wish
that I would die.

I go in my room
so I'm all alone.
Pick up the knife.
cause my heart has turned to stone.

I can no longer feel
I can no longer love.
So what's the point of living
when I'm all bottled up.

No one knows
how I really feel.
The pain in my heart
is just so real.

But this is me
inside and out.
Love existing?
I highly doubt.

I've learned that life
gives you love.
Then takes it away
and leaves you feeling low.

That's how I feel
and you know it now.
You know the real me
my misery you have found.

Now you know
what really goes on in my head.
Now you know why
I'd rather be dead.

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