Numb

Where did all this blood come from
Right here on the floor
Did it come from me
I've never noticed before
I must be real numb
Cause i cant feel the pain
From the cuts on my body
Why do i feel shame
Cause I'm just reliving my pain
That i hold in my chest
I cut, and I cut
To get rid of this stress
But it just wont go away
Why am i putting up this fight
Maybe, if my dreams come true
I'll fade away tonight
Into my dreams
I'll find my true love
He'll hold me so soft
Like the wings of a dove
But I fall awake
And I'm back on the floor
I look all around
The blood, there is more
I think of him
As my mind starts to stray
I wont be in pain now
As i slowly slip away