Losing Myself

Close off the wound,
Don't let me attack it again.

Scars running from one end,
To the other, there's nothing left.
Shock of who I am,
I can't stand that person in the mirror.

Walking along the river,
I just want it to end.
Jump in straight away,
Without a single goodbye.

Knife in one hand,
All connections must be lost.
Losing you is part of this hard path,
But it's not your fault.

Swarming from my place,
I can't face it anymore.
This is the only way out,
Even if you don't agree.

Goodbye,
I'm sorry I didn't scream louder.