Suffer

Feeling lost in company of you,
What's happened to this?
Holding on to you, my love,
I tried to hard to be the one.

Nothing I can say or do will change,
The door from opening again.
Not afraid of saying goodbye,
As it's too late to take you back.

Marks on my skin have no say for you,
Nothing would change this, ever.
Sorry, it's the only way I can make it,
You don't support me when I'm low.

No reasons left for me to stay,
Worried I'll be alone again, I don't mind.
It wasn't meant to last, why did I push it?
I should have kept everything locked in my heart.

Memories mean nothing to you,
But it's all that I hold now.
Cuts on my arms, bleeding heart,
A broken soul smashed by you.

I thought I was strong enough not to take the plunge,
Nothing in my path would let me suffer like this.