As i sit here and miss you like crazy
every thought of you bec0mes so hazy
we started to talk as just co0l friends
but the feeling i feel will never end
i still l0ve you but i hide it away
and pretend to have a happy day
but without you here by my side
my life just turns to an unbearable ride
i want to be your girl f0ever on end
but one day i know my heart will mend
just the thought of n0t having you
is s0me thing i d0nt want to go through
why is it so hard to accept this fact
and why do i have to put on this act
why cant i be true to what i feel
and accept reality... what is real
i lie to my friend and say im OK
and n0w they all lo0k at me in a different way
why cant i be true to what i feel
accept reality... accept whats real?
