Last Goodbye

I thought I was happy this way
I thought this was something I would enjoy everyday
But I'm only longing to get away
I need to say what I have to say

My heart has lost its place
Now my love won't remain the same
I feel like all this is just a game
And I don't wanna say your name

So tired of waiting every night for you to come home
Maybe what I need is actually to be alone
It gives me time to think
Do I really wanna carry this ring?
Am I over what took me so long to get
Do I honestly want you in my bed?

If you had only shown me
How deep your love really is
Than maybe I could look back on this
With a smile and give you a loving kiss
But my heart can't forget the past
And nether can my lips
And that makes me think that maybe this can't last

I guess I will be heading the way
That I deep down in side long for every day
I can't stick by your side
I'm writing you this as my last goodbye!!