Realize

You know i believed you all those times. Until i found out you was just playing wit my mind. You just don't know how much i cared for you. And for that i was almost through. With the knife pressed to my wrist. You could say i was a little pissed. I even told you but of course you didn't care. Then i was at it again but i couldn't bare. All the people that would stare. At all the cuts. Thank God i didn't have the guts. But now i realize. Why you couldn't look into my eyes. And tell me that u luv me when u don't. I had a feeling you didn't but i still had a little hope. Now the hope is disappearing just fading away. And lately i haven't even had much to say. My mind has gone blank. I cant even think. All i do is cry. Until i swear my eyes are dry. Now that you're gone and i finally realize. I'm going to pick up the pieces of my heart and wipe away my eyes. I'll always be a shadow by your side. And luv u til i die!!!

Dedicated to:My First Hockeem