Doesn't Matter

Why am I sitting here
why am I here today
why am I living a life of death
why do I even stay

It's not worth staying
I can't put up with this
why stay here
there's few people I'll miss

I'm not like everyone else
instead I actually care
just not about myself
about other everywhere

it doesn't matter if I smile
because I'm crying inside
it doesn't matter that I'm sitting here
because I'm no longer alive