Does it Matter

Does it matter if I end it all
would you really even care
do you even know I exist
you never noticed I was there

the only thing I asked for
was a simple friend
but I don't even have that
so now it's the end

I needed you
and you turned your back
so I'm ending it all
and I promise you that

you don't even know I'm here
so when I die don't be sad
I just needed a friend
and you couldn't even be that

does it matter if I end it all
would you really even care
don't be sad tomorrow
when you realize I'm not there