Why

Why did you treat me the way you did? Why did you say you loved me, when it was all a lie? God I hate you but love you, I love you more then words can say. You were my everything. But why did you lie? There was no need to, you should have just told me from the start that you didn't love me. I trusted you with everything I told you I thought you really cared about my Son. You took to long to show your feelings for me. On November 29 My son died because his lungs collapsed and his heart stoped, After he was gone you said sorry and started to cry, The next day you bought me 24 red and white roses but why? IS it just because you feel bad? You keep telling me that you want to be back with me but you just Need time, But I wont be here for to much longer. Do you even care? why did you lie to me?