I'll never forget

Tonights the night, tonights my last. Forget my future, Good-bye to my past.
Its in my hand, and I'm about to give up.
The worlds moving forward but I'm still stuck.
Its not like anyone will notice, Not like they'll care.
I cant take the sadness, the grieve I cant bare.
Every-night I'm crying, Every day I'm alone.
The mistakes Ive made, The scars I have shown.
Wishing I was always happy, not constantly sad.
The hate in my heart, I make myself so mad.
Why do I do it, It makes them upset. I try to put it all behind me, but I will never ever forget.
A couple years ago, my mom was very sick.
My mom joked around a lot, but this was no trick.
She tried to take her own life; Her heart must of felt sore.
I felt like my mom didn't want me anymore.
Then a few months ago my grandmother died.
She was like my best friend, after that all day I just cried.
My grandma was loving, she always cared.
The tears that we cried, the love that we shared.
Now a few weeks ago my world fell apart.
My three year old niece had problems with her heart.
No one understands the bond that we had.
Shes my heart and my soul; around her I was never sad.
So I sit here tonight wishing nothing has changed.
Wishing I didn't feel like I should be blamed.
I open the drawer and put it away. One last tear falls down my cheek, one more night and one more day.

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