My Little brother

I have a brother.
who i adore so much.
A little brother,
who i love so dearly.

we are far from each other,
although i don't want us to be.
i miss him everyday and everynight
wanting to see him so badly.

I'm not his only sister.
He has many others.
He loves them,
his little sisters.

As the oldest,
i should give in.
i have to be stronger.
for me, for him, for everybody.

Now, i'm lost.
I don't know what to do.
I need a shoulder to cry on.
I need someone to talk to.

I can't face my brother.
I don't want to him to see my pain.
I longed for a hug from him,
the warmth and comfort i get.

i wonder if he noticed,
the pain i feel inside.
the drama i put on,
hopefully i will be able to hide.

i miss my brother,
lots and lots of misses.
But i can't be selfish,
he's needed by the little sisters.

i love my brother.
i will never let him go.
He's my brother.
For now and forever.