How I really felt inside?

You've always been there for me,
After all Ive put you through,
I'm sorry I was not there,
When you needed me too,

Nobody really cared,
They all said it was planned,
Your the only one who gets it,
The only one that understands,

Now that you are gone,
I miss you so much,
Theres one thing I'll never forget,
Thats the feeling of your touch.

(Just for Seth, your all that matters in my life.)