Note to my friends
I am sitting here drowning in a pool of my own tears
No one here to save me
I am crying and these wounds are not healing
This pain that scares my insides
And every one has something to say about me
And I just wanted it to stop.
I want all of them to stop
Thank you for caring about me when I was down
Thanks for thinking about me when I am not around
Thank you so much
Now I am bleeding all over the floor
I can feel myself slipping out of consciousness
As I look around the room I see all the faces that I don’t know.
They were my friends
Now I don’t know
I guess I don’t care if I die
No one else does so why should I
But before I go I just want you all to know that I don’t hate you.
But I will be back someday
And then you will all know what its like
You will know what its like to cry yourself to death.
Oh I am sorry mom.
