Thoughts of Goodbye...

I want to say so much, yet cant.

Why cant i be close to you?

Why are you so distant? I thought about it; and no, its not me this time, its you.

But you are so happy, so I guess I have to move on.

It was great while it lasted, though.

Its so sad that you\\\'re so absorbed in yourself that you cant even acknowledge me anymore.

But I guess I\\\'ll just keep silent, and wait, until its all over and the new temporary friends you\\\'ve made are gone, and you come back to me, crying complaining, about why things are so.

I guess until then, this is goodbye.

Just remember, that when we talked, no matter what I was going through, i was always there for you, and i guess I will always have to be.

I know that I am bothering you with this, but just let me ask you these last two questions before I let you go.

Why is it that whenever we converse, it has to be about you?.............. Did you ever wonder what i was going through?