Fourteen

I got in the car and looked at the floor,
saw the bottle and jumped out the door,
you said come on, just come with me,
I'm not stupid i haven't had any,
i got in the car and we drove away,
thinking about what my mom used to say,
"don't get in the car with someone whose been drinking,
but i guess i just must not have been thinking,
i looked at the bottle and it was open,
"i thought you didn't drink it so why is this seal broken",
you said "OK i might have had a drink,
but you don't have to worry cause i can still think",
you took the bottle and said everything was fine,
and thats when i noticed we had crossed the yellow line,
i could tell just then that you were drunk,
and the last thing i remember was a big yellow truck,
when i opened my eyes i was on the ground,
with a lot of people around me not making a sound,
then i heard a siren and saw some lights,
it was so loud and the lights were so bright,
then i saw my mom, dad, and sister crying,
as the paramedics told them "I'm sorry this girls dieing",
thats when i realized that the girl was me,
how could this be I'm only fourteen,
Please god no let me go back,
then my eyes got blurry and everything went black,
I heard them say "I'm sorry she's gone"
"I'm surprised she held on so long"
Please god no i can't be dead,
there is still so much that i haven't said,
Please god no there is still so much i haven't seen
PLEASE GOD NO I'm only
FOURTEEN!