Move on? how?

I look to wards you
I c u standing alone
I walk to wards you
My heart beats faster and faster not knowing what to say

My heart falls to the ground
As she walks to wards you
I stop and stare thinking its a dream and
thinking not now
not so soon
As i stare i c u two happy as can be
I turn my head away
As you r about to give her a kiss

I feel lyk locking myself away from everything and everyone
My heart sore from not being with you
My brains exploding knowing i can't be with you
My legs hurting as i try and walk away

I'm waiting for you to call my name
but then know that their's no point coz shes taken my place

~I luv u so mch josh~
How do i get u out of ma mind?
How do i forget what we had even though it was for such a short time?