Everything I am
Is not what I want to be
I try to gain acceptance
But I have to give up me
I find myself alone
Even in a crowded room
And somehow I expect it
Knowing I'm a fool
I thought I was over this
This empty feeling of love
I can feel the jealousy
Beginning to erupt
Is it your nature to tease
Or am I someone special
Do you grab my waist for fun
Or am I really that essential
And even though I know
That we won't likely coexist
Something in me beats
And my hope will still persist
You have your bad habits
And I have mine
I know that we can beat them
If we take the time
I hate to cut this short
But I think you need to see
That you're actions affect me
Perhaps more than they should be
