One last breath

I'm sorry I'm not perfect...
i was never meant to be, i guess
I'm sinking slowly. I'm feeling the darkness.
sometimes i wonder if this fight is worthwhile..
no one can hold me now.
no one can save me now.
my time is finally up, and for once, I'm happy.
I've made the right decision. for me and for everyone around.
i chose to end it all because i can't take what life keeps dealing me anymore.
my life wasn't about shades of grey,you see...it was black.
all five senses turned to coldness, pain and disaster.
what have i got left?
should i really face this eternity of darkness and doom?
is it really necessary?
No.it's best for all of us.
they'll miss me, i guess.
but time heals all sorrows,
I'll soon fade away. a soul. a past. a non existent memory.
after all, life is nothing but an illusion. I guess