For You

I'm sorry if I'm wasting your time
But I'm writing this poem just for you
I hope you comprehend my words
And realize what you've put me through...

Smile now,
You can be happy
I no longer love you
I don't want you with me

Don't get me wrong
I still care so much
I'll always long for you
And your sensual touch

But I know you love her
And you never loved me
I was blinded by lies
I just couldn't see

You were my first love
My first real kiss
I gave you my innocence
It's you I'll always miss

Scars and tears
Leave their mark
You blew out my light
And left me in the dark

I was placed in the shadows
I was slowly pushed away
Why couldn't you tell me
You didn't love me that way

Let's at least talk
I want to be friends
I can't watch
As everything comes to an end

I know you won't wipe my tears
And that's okay
I know I'll stop
Hopefully some day

All I ask is don't forget me
Please remember what was real
And I'll sleep soundly
With your kiss I'll forever feel