My supersweet Suicide

My family, the guy and my supposed to be friend...
It is time you knew, why my life had to end.

I don't mean to hurt you, but after all you hurt me to.
You never knew what happened, you didn't have a clue.

I was raped by a guy that you all know.
You thought that I was lying, it had to be a show.
Now it's time you realize, it wasn't a random lie.
It did happen, you just never saw me cry.

Remember daddy, you said you didn't trust him, you told me with a grin.
And now you see the word b**** engraved into my skin.

My best friend committed suicide, you thought I would survive.
And in order to please you all, my emotions I was to hide.

When I went through chemo, where the hell were you?
I was lost, afraid and alone... what was I to do?

Remember, every single one of you, told me I was weak.
You never thought I was strong enough, just your random freak.

But I would just like to say, that I survived it all.
You all thought I'd never make it, that I was going to fall.

Well yeah, I did, after proving you all wrong.
I survived before though, I told you I was strong!

Now I am broken, I know this is the end.
Broken in a million pieces, like glass I do not mend.

I would like to tell you, that I forgive you all.
'Cause I know that, one day, your turn will come to fall.

Now before I go, there is one last thing I would like to say.
I'd like to give my final words, and send you on your way.

My funeral gone, it was so black, I've fallen now, I won't come back.
I'll keep your secrets, I will not tell.
Just know it aint over, I'll see you in hell!