Forgetting to Love You

It hurts to love you
But it's all that I've got
I thought you loved me
But I guess I forgot

I have my head buried
From all of sound
Don't want to face anything
When you're not around

I am locked away
And you hold the key
Please let me out
By coming to see me

I miss your warmth and closure
And the happiness in your voice
Getting butterflies in my stomach
As if I had a choice

I miss you so much
I feel tormented and weak
Tearing it out and stomping on it
My heart feels worn and bleak

Feeling as if we're not together
I cry until I am no longer able
If you're not willing to see me
Then it's time for me to turn the tables