Wow i love this poem...this makes so much sense to be right now I am going through the exact same thing...I pretend to be all happy too but I'm not. Awesome poem I love it!

Wow your poem is great. Excellent. And we are in the same situation. IM me on AOL sometime, Livin4dawun. Id like to talk. Take care hun xxx

Im goint o come back later wen i know how to describe wat im thinking right now..
Im not stalkign u either (lol) just i truly love ur poems..
take care of urself xoxox

Wow. I'm speechless. I love this poem. It's so beautiful. So sad. I can relate to it. Very well done! -xxx-