Just Æ’ucked up!

So messed up,
Æ’ucked up, broken,
Really loosing it,
Torn wide open.

Crying inside,
Outside too,
Bleeding porcelain,
Ripped right through.

Tear stained face,
Faded and old,
Heart reflected like a mirror,
Shattered, cold.

Eyes all blood shot,
Look so lost, sad,
So tired and dead,
I'm so pissed off, mad.

Shouting inside,
Hold so many silent screams,
So low, at rock bottom,
Always dying in my dreams.

Dragging myself,
Across the floor,
So weak, sick,
Can't live anymore.

Reaching out,
Need somebody to take my hand,
But nobody is there,
To help me stand.

I'm so messed up,
Æ’ucked up, broken,
And I really can't take,
Being torn wide open.