ThE eNd

Theres thing i want to do
other then give in
i want to live
i want to show everyone i can win

i don't think i Can
I'm to weak
I've tried to live
but I've reached my peak

i want to give up
i want to give in
i cant take it anymore
i cant win

i screwed up my body
you screwed up my life
now i cant imagine
being someones wife

i don't have a reason to live
my whole family is ashamed
I'm the one who cant escape
all i do is complain

so if i leave now
everyone will be OK
they'll get over it
I'm just to weak to stay

ill get worse i no
because i cant try anymore
my mask is starting to crack
my outside is becoming tore

i cant hide it
I'm running to the door
and believe me theres no light
I've looked before

i disappoint everyone
they end up seeing me
i don't want to show anymore
so here i begin my plea

don't cry,
when I'm gone
I'm just a piece on a chess board
I'm the simple ole pawn

i cant play this game
I'm a loser in the making
you cant help me
I've already started breaking

i no where I'm going
and you no too
its to crowded in heaven
and its not because of you

i have some secrets though
about I'm scared to die
scared of the devil
and I'm scared to cry

i have to say its amazing
that i lasted this long
because all i did was hide
I'm not that strong

today is the last day
last day of my life
I'm taking whats left
and ending it with my knife!

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