From the moment I saw you
I knew you were special
But from now on
You're something else
I felt I could be myself around you
Like I was important
Now I hide behind shaded eyes
You've made me worthless
I don't know how to explain
What my feelings for you were
All I can tell you is they are nonexistant
But somewhere deep inside
My love for you still lingers
I sit in my room alone in the dark
Praying for salvation to come
Your voice haunts me during the waking hours
Dreams of you torture me at night
I reach for my angel a silver blade
And press it to my pale dying flesh
I whisper your name as the blood flows
I fall to the floor crying tears of suffering
As my world fades to black
You watch the news everynight
Like normal people do
Unaware of the tragedy
That was caused by you
You hear about it the next day
The mourning cries tell the truth
Someone left the world that night
In a mess of blood and pain
People cried for many days
But you didn't shed a single tear
Not even the day they were put in the ground
You found a note in their cold hands and took it for yourself
You fell silent as you read the words stained in blood
I sit in my room alone in the dark
Praying for salvation to come
Your voice haunts me during the waking hours
Dreams of you torture me at night
I reach for my angel a silver blade
And press it to my pale dying flesh
I whisper your name as the blood flows
I fall to the floor crying tears of suffering
As my world fades to black
*This is a song I wrote just out of the blue, I have no idea where I got insperation for it but I like it a lot. Please comment on it.*
