My everything!

You are my everything,
my world,
you had my love and my heart!

But the day you said it was over,
i lost everything,
i felt like my heart had split in two,
My world had been blown up,
and my love had been destroyed forever.

I ran upstairs with tears running down my face,
i sat on the bathroom floor,
and started to look around,
when i saw 3 packets of paracetamol and about 12 ecstasy tablets.

I swallowed them 1 by 1,
after about 5 paracetamol tablets and 2 ecstasy tablets i began i feel weak,
i began to shake,
but i still continued to swallow the pills.

I had finished all the pills,
and started to walk downstairs,
i stumbled down some steps,
still shaking and weak,
i got to the bottom of the stairs and collapsed.

I then wake up,
I'm in an ambulance with my mum holding my hand and crying,
saying my name repeatedly.

I get to hospital,
i get rushed into a room,
with my mum still screaming my name and crying,
the doctors putting tubes into me,
up my nose and in my body,
to pump my stomach.

After my stomach being pumped,
i get put on a life support machine,
I'm on it all night.

My mum try to cheer me up,
so she puts on our song,
not knowing me and you had split up,
i turn the song of and order her to get out of the room,
i close my eyes and go to sleep.

I wake up in the morning,
the doctors taking the tubes out of me,
i go for a walk and get breakfast.

I go home and go out to meet my mates,
everywhere i look theres something to remind me of you.

I text you that night to tell you i was ok,
after being told that you had worried about me.

You are now telling me that you still love me,
and I'm your baby girl,
you say to me what would i say if you asked me back out,
you should know i will say yes,
even tho what i have gone through,
but after all,
i still love you,
and i want you back!