Soon my heart will bleed..

We are going out at last,
And what people are saying,
I really don't give a sh/t,
That we are just a game your playing.

I don't know if you really like me,
The answer only you know,
But i really hope you do,
Because without you i will be very low.

I actually don't care if you feel the same,
All that matters are that i am with you,
And that i really do love you,
All this is very true.

When i am with you,
I don't know what to say,
There is too much to tell you,
So i keep quiet each day.

In my heart i want to say,
That i love you but i am scared what you will say back,
Would you laugh in my face?
Or would you just laugh behind my back.

When you tell me you love me,
And that your glad we are going out,
To me it seems so fake,
I just don't know to you what love is about.

I cant believe that you love me,
I really don't have a clue in what to think,
Should i stop thinking?
And pray for my heart not to sink.

I love you more than you know,
I talk about you every second of my life,
If you don't believe ask anyone,
I have been dreaming to be your wife.

But i can tell we have no future,
For we were never meant to be,
But i will enjoy every moment with you,
And hope you enjoy it with me.

When the day comes,
The day we break up,
My heart will bleed with blood,
I just hope the world wont flood.