Can you

As I lay motionless
the tears fall from
My heart broken eyes
I lay and listen to our song &
pick up that liquor bottle &
drink away the pain
I lay there in my dark
abandoned room
crying and drinking to
hide from these horrible things
But I need to know
Can you see the pain
behind my turquoise eyes?
Can you feel my heart
stop when you walk into the room?
Can you feel my heart break&
fall into pieces when
you ignore me for her?
Can you see me pick up that
bottle of pills & take them all
and drink that bottle gone?
Can you still see me
Even tho I'm gone?