The Biggest Mistake

I'm so lonely I don't know what to do,
You think it would be easy to fix
There are plenty other fish in the sea,
But its not and your the only one I want...
Your the only one I think about
Your the only one I dream about;
Every second I'm without you
The hole in my heart gets deeper.
Sometimes we still talk
But its never the same
As it once was.
Your always busy and distracted;
Its like I'm not even on the phone at all...
I cry myself to sleep every night
Waiting for you to call
Just because I know you wont...
I know I shouldn't do that
But I honestly can't help it.
I miss you so bad
I cant stand this pain anymore.
Its almost like
I'm incomplete without you.
When you were here
Everything was right,
My life was so real
And happy...
But know all I feel
Is sorrow and misery...
Why don't you understand
That I am lost without you?
You know what?
You are proving everyone right...
They said we wouldn't last because of you,
And they were right.
I can't believe that now all you want is to be friends.
How can two people like us
Who have shared so much
Just be friends?
I personally don't think its possible.
Whenever we are together
As "just friends"
It's just weird...
It feels like old times
And all I want to do is hold you
In my arms
And hear you call me baby...
But I know its not going to happen.
Sometimes I think
The only reason you want to still see me
Is because you like seeing me cry.
I know the only reason I still see you
Is because I pray to God that
It will knock some sense into you
And make you realize that by leaving me
You have made the biggest mistake
Of your life...
But I'm starting to think
That isn't going to happen...