My Last Goodbye.

There are so many things in life,
I wish I could just forget,
And you, Adam,
Are my biggest regret,

I was a fool in love,
Thinking we'd last forever,
I couldn't take my eyes off you,
Or breathe when we were together,

Our age difference was never a problem,
It was hardly brought up at all,
But it became my worst nightmare,
And caused us to fall,

We gave love second chances,
And those second chances another try,
And I always seemed to find myself,
With tears unable to cry,

And tonight you hurt me Adam,
With the words you chose to say,
I felt my heart rip into pieces,
And suddenly drift away,

And tonight I almost did it Adam,
I almost ended my life for good,
But the courage inside of me fell,
And reminded me I never could,

Maybe soon I'll try to face,
That's it's finally time to move on,
But I can't imagine a day in life,
Knowing all chances of us are gone,

And I've decided tomorrow's that day,
And I'll carry scars from last night,
Thought's racing through my mind,
Thinking this isn't right,

I'm not asking for you back,
But I just wanted you to know,
You've left a scar on me forever,
That's impossible to show.

Copyright © Avery A.